Really?

You better not be fucking with me
The way you smiled
And lied to my face
You better not be pulling my leg

What you said
Those three words
Echo over and over in my mind
Did you really plan all of this?
Did you really want to kill me again?

I can't take it
Not anymore
This pain that rivals all others
Is more than I can bear

I am a fool for letting you lead me on
Thinking that you wouldn't lie
Cheat
Steal
I was wrong to think such shit

I want things to go back
I would hug you without regret
Without tears
Without remorse

What is there left?
Trust?
No
Happiness?
No
Regret?
Yes
Why?
You stabbed me in the back
And I thought that I could trust you

We were both wrong in thinking
That you would go back to your old ways
Loving me, and no one else

Until that day you broke my heart
You let me fall to my death
You didn't even watch as I died inside for you
Yet, your still with her

The bitch that can't do anything
And I can do everything for you
Yet you chose her

Remind me why I came home that day
My home
And walked up stairs hoping to esacpe the drama from school
Yet there you were
Cuddled up on my bed with her
Both half naked

You didn't say a single word
When I cried
Screamed
Kicked her ass out of my own home
Not a word

Did you really think that I would forgive you?
Truly?
You must really be stupid
To think I thought I could trust you

You stabbed me in the back
Just after I told you I loved you
Over the phone
On the way home

Don't ever come back
Don't ever call
Your gone from my life

A week later
My phone buzzed
A single word on the little screen
Sorry
You think I'll take you back?
After all of the crying I went through
Pain
Agony
Torture
Anger
You truly think you'll be accepted again?

Really?