The hell I've Earned
Condemn me my brothers
Cast me aside
Into the black of the rising tide
Cut away all my filth
Drown me in tears
Let me become your darkest of fears
Your hatred will smother
Your only life
Your judgment comes for the tears I've cried
I stand before you cold
Broken and hurt
You stripped away all of my self worth
I stand before you now
Dead yet breathing
A shattered mirror, cracked and bleeding
I reflect your malice
Look in my eyes
See yourself and the monster inside
A dull razor in hand
I slice my skin
Feeling the demon rise from within
Your eyes are wavering
Something is wrong
Unexpected chords ruin your song
Your laughter, it subsides
Cold wind rises
Grinning darkly now I claim my prize
You stab at me blindly
Oh how you dare
I start to laugh and rip out your hair
Your beautiful cries of pain
Filled with sorrow
You will not live to see tomorrow
Screaming fills the dark night
Echos of pain
I dance in delight of crimson rain
Scream as you're flayed alive
Sweet suffering
Beg me to stop, in tears, stuttering
Puh-please don't k-kill me
You cry and beg
Shut the fuck up or I'll snap your neck
See how it feels inside?
Is that your guilt?
All wide eyes, regret and terror filled
Blood is pouring tonight
It's beautiful
Seeping from this mutilated fool
I laugh in the dark night
As it all fades
It was just a dream that my mind made
My eyes open again
From this strange dream
The killing fields are once again clean
But the smell still lingers
Why do I feel
That last nights dream was possibly real?
Walk slow to the basement
Open the door
Pieces of bodies all over the floor
I see them dismembered
Some flayed alive
Some still breathing, they barely survived
The horror continues
Too scared to cry
Drawn from blood a magnificent eye
The sound from its center
The screams I hear
Becomes the mirror I've always feared
The eye opens so wide
My reflection
Stands the killer born from rejection
I step up to the glass
Dark black pupil
Beholding my art like a jewel
Laugh like a maniac
Covered in blood
Held by the demon who showed me love
Then everything stops
Heat starts to rise
The demon smiles as I search his eyes
Give me answers Satan
What's happening?
Could it be I'm just imagining?
But why am I burning?
Wasn't it just?
Murder in the name of my blood lust?
Now I see all I've done
And it's too late
I became consumed within my hate
I murdered my family
And my friends
Brought myself to pain that never ends
I laugh from the pain now
Between my screams
Must have earned my way to hell it seems
Cast me aside
Into the black of the rising tide
Cut away all my filth
Drown me in tears
Let me become your darkest of fears
Your hatred will smother
Your only life
Your judgment comes for the tears I've cried
I stand before you cold
Broken and hurt
You stripped away all of my self worth
I stand before you now
Dead yet breathing
A shattered mirror, cracked and bleeding
I reflect your malice
Look in my eyes
See yourself and the monster inside
A dull razor in hand
I slice my skin
Feeling the demon rise from within
Your eyes are wavering
Something is wrong
Unexpected chords ruin your song
Your laughter, it subsides
Cold wind rises
Grinning darkly now I claim my prize
You stab at me blindly
Oh how you dare
I start to laugh and rip out your hair
Your beautiful cries of pain
Filled with sorrow
You will not live to see tomorrow
Screaming fills the dark night
Echos of pain
I dance in delight of crimson rain
Scream as you're flayed alive
Sweet suffering
Beg me to stop, in tears, stuttering
Puh-please don't k-kill me
You cry and beg
Shut the fuck up or I'll snap your neck
See how it feels inside?
Is that your guilt?
All wide eyes, regret and terror filled
Blood is pouring tonight
It's beautiful
Seeping from this mutilated fool
I laugh in the dark night
As it all fades
It was just a dream that my mind made
My eyes open again
From this strange dream
The killing fields are once again clean
But the smell still lingers
Why do I feel
That last nights dream was possibly real?
Walk slow to the basement
Open the door
Pieces of bodies all over the floor
I see them dismembered
Some flayed alive
Some still breathing, they barely survived
The horror continues
Too scared to cry
Drawn from blood a magnificent eye
The sound from its center
The screams I hear
Becomes the mirror I've always feared
The eye opens so wide
My reflection
Stands the killer born from rejection
I step up to the glass
Dark black pupil
Beholding my art like a jewel
Laugh like a maniac
Covered in blood
Held by the demon who showed me love
Then everything stops
Heat starts to rise
The demon smiles as I search his eyes
Give me answers Satan
What's happening?
Could it be I'm just imagining?
But why am I burning?
Wasn't it just?
Murder in the name of my blood lust?
Now I see all I've done
And it's too late
I became consumed within my hate
I murdered my family
And my friends
Brought myself to pain that never ends
I laugh from the pain now
Between my screams
Must have earned my way to hell it seems