Living For The Future

"They tell me love has a meaning,
but lately through all the pain i felt that meaning i dnt see,
maybe it isnt for me,
maybe ive messed with the wrong grls who live up to their repitation,
damn i wish i knew the situation,
i wish i listened when my fam and friends talked to me,
now look at me wishing i could stay in my dreams,
cause i can see my dream girl cause i dnt see her in relaity,
theres so potential but im sittin here scared,
scared to fall in love cuz i knw love is rare,
hard to find a girl who loves you for you the one you know that cares..."

(Chorus)
Tell me who will i find,
the one who will stay on my mind,
will i finally settled down without any issues,
without having females calling me saying come home cause we miss you,
the love game is a challenge for me,
its a fight for me,
the truth is hard to see cuz in the lies ive been walking blind,
i saw the sighns but it never processed in my mind,
now understand everything so right now im living for the future...

"Remember having my lil bro devin & Jerry tell me they been in this spot,
where you have a girl that you chase after,
but then screw you after then you see it was never a happy ever after,
it was just another bullsit chapter,
wasted two months but i guess we all have them days,
cause i got nothing to say,
i sit here and look at her when ever i hit gym,
moved on from old girl who just stay on devin sins,
but i stay true trying to find where love begins,
people say even if you feel pain you still win,
but i dnt believe that,
but i did learn something thats a fact,
but back to what i was saying when i hug her those same feeling start to comeback,
but im scared cause i dnt want my heart to get another brutal attack,
because i found the pieces of my broken heart lucky it was still intact,
right now ive been living for the future cuz dats the only thing thats da truth to me....."

(Chorus)
Tell me who will i find,
the one who will stay on my mind,
will i finally settled down without any issues,
without having females calling me saying come home cause we miss you,
the love game is a challenge for me,
its a fight for me,
the truth is hard to see cuz in the lies ive been walking blind,
i saw the sighns but it never processed in my mind,
now understand everything so right now im living for the future...

"Final moments talking to all these girls trying to see where they are at,
but in my eyes they all are just one hitters i want a homerun one when i hit the ball with the bat,
i can go home with her,
i mean that type of girl who i can stay with for a long time cause thats whta i prefer,
but these girls play these games,
thinking we guys are that stupid that we havnt done the same,
that we never got tired of putting girls name of over smash of fame,
see im here for something true and if im lame for wanting that then alright then,
cause im looking for g material in my friends,
cause those girls never did me wrong,
they stayed around for so long,
but i wanna be with that girl that my heart is the one place she always belong,
now im so far gone,
holding down my life but still alone,
my fear is dien alone,
having that day when no one answers the phone,
forget bout me and go on with out me,
but i still hold on to my two cousin live and words thats why im living for the future,
thats why im still breathing,
why the scar on my stomach was a lucky miss,
lucky that i learn but i lost to learn something that day,
learning now that we all should say im living for the future but not the moment...."

(Chorus)
Tell me who will i find,
the one who will stay on my mind,
will i finally settled down without any issues,
without having females calling me saying come home cause we miss you,
the love game is a challenge for me,
its a fight for me,
the truth is hard to see cuz in the lies ive been walking blind,
i saw the sighns but it never processed in my mind,
now understand everything so right now im living for the future...