Leaving It All Behind

Today I kiss this beautiful mess goodbye
No chance of an afterlife
We've fucked up far too many times for salvation's grace
And we can't afford another day in this place
Leave all the memories for the bat country's flames to eat
Fucked up too many times now- now there's no room to breathe
Gotta set fire to the once beautiful mess that is you and me
It's never failed to boggle my mind
How something that I prayed for so long to find
Could one day make me feel like I've been buried alive
How a dream once so sweet could turn into a nightmare
But i'm awake now and I know it's time to get out of here
For months I made excuses and wished for you to save me
But this time around I'll just go ahead and save myself