Lungs & The Problems They Cause

July 1st
10 months of hanging out
Not officially a couple
Playful conversation
Parking
His blonde hair and grey eyes
My black hair and brown eyes
Kisses
Straddling
His shirt's gone
My shirt is gone along with my bra
Kissing
No more boxers
No more panties
The seat is reclined
I'm on top
Magic fingers
Soft and warm
Tie the hair back
Kisses and moans
No turning back
He's ready
Am I?
Penetration
Hurt
Lust
The pain is unbearable
Don't show the hurt
Grasping and gasping
Calloused hands, gripping my hips
Pushing me down
Pulling me up
Passionate kisses
Thoughts pushed aside
No protection
First time
Breathing in
Breathing out
Lungs are heavy
He's happy he was the first
I'm happy he was the first
He doesn't believe in love
I've fallen head over heels
Satisfied
Mixed emotions