when i was 15

do you remember when i was 15
and you were 20

when you promised me that you hadn't known what cheating was
when you assured me that trust was what you sat on.
when you told me i was beautiful, i was different. i was yours.

when you said you loved me, with all of your luminous heart.

when you'd get mad if little me, smoked or drank

when you lied.
and you crushed my heart.

when you fucked out all the innocence i had.
when you told me that it was okay,
it will go by soon.

when you mocked me
when you HIT me
when you SPAT on me
you destroyed me.

much more than your penis had done.

you scared me.
you scarred me.

you left me.
and you're gone.