Don't make this so Difficult.
The pastels you once loved the story book you hate. It’s just dents in the past you wish you never weighed. I suppose I’m just another flake in your snow globe that never seems to catch you’re eye. But what have you had to lose? Some money, a shelter, and a monument of pride? You never opened the key to the box; your heart is on another rack. And, the chairman says, that there’s never enough spots for the ones that need to rot. I held the door open but you never seemed to come through. Oh, the tides are washing away the past and your loving the feeling, too. With each fall it dims a match that’s been burning on for a bit too long. Yeah, you can off the lights, but you can’t break this trust. That lying crown placed upon your frown, the jewels in your eyes. They’ll continue to strike fire without the desire I once had. You can’t break yourself at dawn. Yeah, I may be long gone, but I’ll always be drawn. You shut the curtains on my face and it made me feel dead. You’ve thrown me away for so long, and all I’ve got is this sad song. Well, a words a word and I’ve missed the beat to this plot. I’m crying at your doorstep and I’m a day late for church. So, I sit and wait forever. And I’m lying to my mind. Oh, I’ve broken promises and those lollipops I used to buy, but I’ve never felt so empty ever in my life. Angry screams to deaf ears, and I can’t hear myself fall down. This shits breaking my bones, but I’ll be a hollow structure if it means you’ll let me in. I’m raising loneliness to my pathetic soul, and looking at the stranger that I’ve become. And each corners got a minor with dreams above their hats, how I know they’ll fall and never make it through the storm. I just don’t have the guts to inform. Drunk of bullshit the worlds fed upon my feet, and the skis got a bit higher with everlasting broken hope. Oh, my faiths gone with the birds from last spring. I’m dreaming at the horizon and breaking the ties. Reality is tainting, I’m a step farther from insane. Now I’m calling up the others, looking for mary jane. I lied, I stole, I can’t go on sleeping on a subway train. I’ll take a few sips of champagne and make toast to the friend I lost. Yeah, I can lose myself and forget your name, but I’d rather fix this case. Yeah, you can erase me from your past, but I’ll always be there to rewind the scenes. This movies got no intermission, cause every day’s a new start. And within each cut is a fixture of your mistake.