HOW DO I EXPLAIN FOR HIM AND HALEN?

he is everything and i know he knows how i feel... we have a beautiful son and yet there is no room for us to have fun... all i want is his love for us and to show that he doesn't want anything else in the line of life... without him my story ends but a new beginning of the journey to raise our once little alien, our son little Halen... he is the only good things i have left of the love of my life whether he accepts my love or not... all he needs to know is that our son is ok and loved by all and that he will always be his father no matter what happens in the future....