I'll settle for just being next to you

I was sitting in my room
On a warm Sunday night
Not knowing what to do
All I know is that I'm missing you
Constantly reliving and regretting that fight
Wishing I could go back in time
And tell you how I truly felt that night
I am constantly day dreaming of being in your arms soon
And yet at least of hoping to make you smile and laugh
But for now I will just settle for being next to you
Sometimes being able to speak words for you
While silently feeling pain inside