Hidden

My arms are an indication,
Of the pain inside that doesn’t show,
The blood on my knife,
The wounds from years ago,
Wouldn’t you like to learn.

About the pain inside,
That I refuse to show,
Hidden behind the smile,
You’ve all come to know,
But you’ll never understand that,
I’m not strong I’m weak inside,
This life’s just become a fucked up reality show.

People say if I end it now,
They’ll miss me, what a fucking lie,
But I really want to find out,
If they know and care.

About the pain inside,
That I refuse to show,
Hidden behind the smile,
You’ve all come to know,
But you’ll never understand that,
I’m not strong I’m weak inside,
This life’s just a fucked up reality show.

The power gone to everyone’s head,
The people I knew all of them dead,
The so called family surrounding me,
Their torture just an accessory,
To the pain whose wrath I already suffer,
No one really cares.

About the pain inside,
That I refuse to show,
Hidden behind the smile,
You’ve all come to know,
But you’ll never understand that,
I’m not strong I’m weak inside,
This life’s just a fucked up reality show.

About to be axed.