Secrets

I'm amazing at nothing,
Just a shadow out of sight.
I wish I could do something
To find truth in all my lies.

I can't hold back the tear shed
But I'm still hiding the pain.
Words keep playing in my head,
Words that I'll never explain.

From the drop to the chorus
I hope that you adore us,
We've put on such a nice show.
Through the lies and deceiving,
The words had no real meaning
The truth can never be known.

I know I really love you
But I'm also full of guilt.
I've done things no one should do
I know I deserve to wilt.

What we have, I wouldn't sell
I don't want to let you go.
I love you too much to tell
These secrets you'll never know.

From the drop to the chorus
I hope that you adore us,
We've put on such a nice show.
Through the lies and deceiving,
The words had no real meaning
The truth can never be known.
♠ ♠ ♠
Call me selfish, but I love you too much to tell you certain things. I'm forcing myself to live with this guilt because I never wanna let you go. Things are different than they were back then. I'm going to live up to who I should have been.