Goodbye

I sit and wait
And every second..
Agony, pain, and hate..

Im going insane
Just sitting here
Feeling completely vain
I shed millions of tears

Im laying
Tossing and turning sleeplessly
Wishing you would just call me
Quickly

Im falling away
Back to something scary
So hurry or i'll be buried.

These seconds of Silence
Are so goddamn Painful

My heart is tearing
In two
Where the hell are you?!

Im drowning far beneath
Into the depths of darkness
Where i cant be free
Im giving in
I dont think anyone can save me.

You dont understand the pain.
The loneliness i feel.
You cant feel this..
I hope you never do
Its not something
To go through.

Every time you dont answer
Is like another shot
To my cracking heart
Its completely falling
Apart

I cant keep holding on like this
I need to give into myself
Its the only way to survive the pain.
I do have to say
But know it will always rain.

For that this story of a sane
girl you once thought you knew
is not here anymore
she is now gone
and im sure you can tell
because i cant anymore
i cant go on
im done
i cant breath
the pain is too much this time
Im letting go to the shed of darkness
Im going back to who i once was.
Goodbye self, Hello Old Me.
Oh shit...