At peace
I hear the laughter
It cuts into me
The jokes
Their voices
I wish they would all go away
Alone
I am at peace
No one laughs
Jokes
Makes me cry
But
It will happen
Again
And again
My voice freezes
I cannot speak
Scared
I don't know what to do
I want to be at peace
Away from them
Is this the only way
Knives
Pills
Ropes
A car
Will I finally find peace
Can no one save me?
It cuts into me
The jokes
Their voices
I wish they would all go away
Alone
I am at peace
No one laughs
Jokes
Makes me cry
But
It will happen
Again
And again
My voice freezes
I cannot speak
Scared
I don't know what to do
I want to be at peace
Away from them
Is this the only way
Knives
Pills
Ropes
A car
Will I finally find peace
Can no one save me?