Bad childhood and Rejection.

I don't understand why I am this way.
Or why I'm split in half.
My heart can't take this anymore.
I just want to scream.
Let it all out!

I cry every night.
Just thinking about what he did.
The thoughts of him hurting me hunt me down
and kill me inside.

I think about how I turned out this way.
Is it my fault?
Or is it his?
I wanna know cause I'm just hurting myself.

I know it kind of, or mostly sucks. But I just needed to get it out!
Thanks for reading. Comments are love to me.

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