Pray That It Worked

how the hell did i get myself at this place.
I dont know anything anymore
i dont know where i stand with anyone.
i dont know whats going on.
why im here or how.

i dont know where you are
or if your safe
or if i made a wise choice with you

then the other you
whats your problem?
what do you want?
do you even know?
well figure it out and let me know

ah and then the third one.
my comfort when i was little
what ever happened between us, huh?
i need those big strong arms around me again.
things are out of control and i need you to tell me it will b alright.
but i know even if it turns out alright things between us
will never be the same.
everythings gone.

my grades.
what happened?
once on top of the class
now im failing.
why did i stop caring?
is it even worth it to try to salvage it?

the friendship
what happened to it?
it used to be strong
thank god it kinda looks like its headed that way again.

we were never close
but now things are hostile
i know there are several years between us
but come on you dont have to treat me like a spoiled brat trying to steal the limelight
because im neither
and you should know that

So right now im going to go
close my eyes real tight
hope its all a big scary nightmare
and open my eyes again
and pray that it worked.