How do I

I don't know what to do,
Or how to do it,
Or hot to get a job,
Or finish school,
Or live life,
Or love someone,
Or say hello and goodbye,
Or miss someone,
Or even KISS someone.

It's all a big fucking mystery,
And I have no clue what to do with myself.

How do I maintain,
Or fix myself,
Or have a good time,
Or pay attention.
How do I talk to my friends,
Or do daily things like everyone else?

How do I NOT fuck up?

How do I stop being me, and start being what everyone wants me to be?