Trying My Hardest

Dragging myself off the ground again
trying my hardest to get through this day
trying my hardest to not shed a tear at least til i get home
trying my hardest to look at you with a smile
a smile painted on
i'm wishing you didnt leave me here alone
alone to fight this fight for my life
i'm beginning to weakening with every step i take
every breath i take feels like im inhaling fire
i think my end is near..... just know even tho you left i still love you with every bit of my soul