my words will reach all

right now i am so lost i can't hide my fears, i am running from the tears. I want to be happy, i am not a fucking coward i will prove you all wrong................. i won't be forgotten , i will go down in history. the price i pay i shout for days my voice weakens with every step . i lose myself every day some times i am not even sure i can call myself a real person, like a stab womb you so ever badly want to pull it out but if you do ..... the pain will only get worse. i will prove you all wrong that no matter the pain i will pull threw the nightmares i wake from as if i were a child again i smile to the sound and comfort of your voice. i lost who i was to the smoke , but i am slowly remembering the days i ever so held so close. as the night comes to life it glares back at my like death, but fuck what the all say i am going to show myself and prove to myself that i can be what i want to me my dreams wont be shot down like a tear on my face the stab womb will heal , you will remember me

I WON"T BE FORGET my words will reach all