Forever Plagued.

These scars I hold are mine.
The pain is pleasure as I let the blade slip
Across my scarring vein.
I am in love with my self infliction;
These demons have made it my
Deadly addiction.
It's my release, what I need to escape.
It brings my heart peace when reality is
To much for me to bare.
But with this last note,
I still know you won't care.

The Blood is crimson as it
Whirls down the Drain.
My tear plagued eyes watch,
I never knew I could be this insane!
The pain is what I need, how I survive.
My screams are never loud enough for you to hear.
Can't you fucking make me feel alive?
Take away this hurt you caused!

But with this last request, I know it won't change.
These scars are still mine and I am forever plagued.