Lose You
It's 11 AM, I wake up in the mirror
I look at my face and I see a tear
Tears drown my face, I don't wanna f**k up
I don't wanna lose something I just won
Everyday I try to tell myself it's okay
But I know that it ain't
Somedays I crawl in a corner and stay
Because I don't know where to go today
It's a scary world because everything changes
Someone can love you, but it's not guaranteed the same
I hold a knife to my wrist, trying to let go
But maybe it'll all be good tomorrow
I bleed from the inside because I try so much
But sometimes I waste it on dust
I just cry because I don't wanna give up
Just something I worked hard for and love so much
(Chorus)
You can't promise me that everyday
You'll love me all the same
But I can promise you
That no matter what, I'll always love you
I just wanna hold in my arms so bad
Because you can make things better for me and
When people changes and times go
Your there for me, I just know
I just don't wanna lose you, I just don't wanna lose you
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Sh*t at this point, I could care less what people say
Because all it matters is you and may
Love is something that is what I heave
But I cry inside because I don't want you to lose and
Love is when you say something you don't forget
It's this gushy feeling that feels so good, especially in person
I'm at the point of no return, but you can take me, that
Just for you to love me is all I ask
I've poured my heart out and shared my soul
This is 100% me, just everything, but you already know
I'm crying as I type this because I want you to see
That all I've ever wanted was you and me
I don't care, it's worth the risk
Because this is no fake a** disk
This is my disk, I make music that comes from my heart
I did this for as a memory of me in your arms
(Chorus)
If you need some time, I can understand
I just want you to hold me, put me in your hands
Because if you let go, then I will
I'll die like a flower in front of a window sill
God knows how many times I've been rejected
So much it's so expected
I swear so much because it's my feelings
I'm sorry to but this is me
If I lose another person, I will f**king die
Because I've been waiting for you for all my life
If this isn't what you think is love, you will never
Because everything you've always wanted, I have done forever
But your not a puppet, I'm not your strings attached
I'm not Melissa, I'm just plain Steven
I'll strip myself of my hair, my chapstick, my mints
Because I want you to see the true me, what lies ahead
(Chorus)
This is my longest song because that's how much I love you
God gave me a heart and I'll use it, I so will do
We were born with two legs, two arms, but just one heart
Because we need to find it in someone else's arms
I swear, I could be living check by check
But with you in my life, you're rich in love, like an ATM
At this point, I don't care what you say
Because I love you so much it hurts anyway
Please love me, don't let go
The pain will be so deep, it'll show
I can't tell you in words just truly how I feel
But I swear to God this is the real deal
I'm going to leave you alone because it has to come to an end
I'm not a f**king encyclopedia, I can't give you everythin
Here are my last words before I go
Love me dearly, close your eyes, take me in, and never let go
(Chorus)
I just don't wanna lose you, I just don't wanna lose you
I look at my face and I see a tear
Tears drown my face, I don't wanna f**k up
I don't wanna lose something I just won
Everyday I try to tell myself it's okay
But I know that it ain't
Somedays I crawl in a corner and stay
Because I don't know where to go today
It's a scary world because everything changes
Someone can love you, but it's not guaranteed the same
I hold a knife to my wrist, trying to let go
But maybe it'll all be good tomorrow
I bleed from the inside because I try so much
But sometimes I waste it on dust
I just cry because I don't wanna give up
Just something I worked hard for and love so much
(Chorus)
You can't promise me that everyday
You'll love me all the same
But I can promise you
That no matter what, I'll always love you
I just wanna hold in my arms so bad
Because you can make things better for me and
When people changes and times go
Your there for me, I just know
I just don't wanna lose you, I just don't wanna lose you
____________________________________________
Sh*t at this point, I could care less what people say
Because all it matters is you and may
Love is something that is what I heave
But I cry inside because I don't want you to lose and
Love is when you say something you don't forget
It's this gushy feeling that feels so good, especially in person
I'm at the point of no return, but you can take me, that
Just for you to love me is all I ask
I've poured my heart out and shared my soul
This is 100% me, just everything, but you already know
I'm crying as I type this because I want you to see
That all I've ever wanted was you and me
I don't care, it's worth the risk
Because this is no fake a** disk
This is my disk, I make music that comes from my heart
I did this for as a memory of me in your arms
(Chorus)
If you need some time, I can understand
I just want you to hold me, put me in your hands
Because if you let go, then I will
I'll die like a flower in front of a window sill
God knows how many times I've been rejected
So much it's so expected
I swear so much because it's my feelings
I'm sorry to but this is me
If I lose another person, I will f**king die
Because I've been waiting for you for all my life
If this isn't what you think is love, you will never
Because everything you've always wanted, I have done forever
But your not a puppet, I'm not your strings attached
I'm not Melissa, I'm just plain Steven
I'll strip myself of my hair, my chapstick, my mints
Because I want you to see the true me, what lies ahead
(Chorus)
This is my longest song because that's how much I love you
God gave me a heart and I'll use it, I so will do
We were born with two legs, two arms, but just one heart
Because we need to find it in someone else's arms
I swear, I could be living check by check
But with you in my life, you're rich in love, like an ATM
At this point, I don't care what you say
Because I love you so much it hurts anyway
Please love me, don't let go
The pain will be so deep, it'll show
I can't tell you in words just truly how I feel
But I swear to God this is the real deal
I'm going to leave you alone because it has to come to an end
I'm not a f**king encyclopedia, I can't give you everythin
Here are my last words before I go
Love me dearly, close your eyes, take me in, and never let go
(Chorus)
I just don't wanna lose you, I just don't wanna lose you