To Be Pornographic Pretty

So I will wonder about my absence,
Will your thoughts be on me when you're bored?
As if my surroundings have become obviously intense,
Just knowing you've seen prettier before.

Your eyes grow tiresome, only seeing me,
When curiosity gets a hold of the better of you.
Those attractive ones, dressed in a perfect body,
And now wishing is all you can do.

Pretending that you've got one like her,
Dolled up in perfection, with tits so big.
Girls like this on your mind; I'm almost sure,
You're the one in the video; she's sucking your dick.

It's in your imagination, after gawking at them.
There's no ignoring your pulsing infatuation.
My mind will never return to sane again.
Your imaginary hopes hold the longest duration.

You know where to find the skinny, lovely ones.
Existing online, or inside your perverted dreams.
I'll never amount to her; what's done is done.
Though you're collected around me, so it seems...