Frothed with stillness

I am so used to missing you
Its become an easy thing
Remembering is hardest
It brings my deepest pain
They say time moves on to the better
I see it passed us by
And you and I together
Was nothing to untether
I try to think how we did back then
I try to remember who we were
Sometimes i grasp the coat tail
A wisp of something that would make us smile
The me I am now
And the me we were then
You could have been a whole different person
Had your own being
If I didn't know any better
Life changes things
Things so detrimental that
Me is not Me