Sick of me

I'm sick of all my heart brakes
All my tears
All my cries for help
All my wishes that never came true
All my mistakes that i cant take back
All the people that have left my life
All the bull shit i have to keep to myself
All the lies I told
All the sadness I brought to the peolpe I love
And all the love I gave away for it to end
So can some take me to the ER and as i lay there with no heart beat my eyes closed and nothing to say dont cry because i was sick of being me