Death Be Free

Times alone.
I feel the wind.
Tearing down.
Breaking in.
Sometimes I feel.
LIke giving up.
But have I ever.
Had that much?
I don't really know.
How to say.
What I feel.
Just that I.
Feel my pain.
I know that it is real.
He stares at me.
From below the floor.
Rising coffin.
Off of dead's door.
I see the confusion.
In your eyes.
Everyone else.
Is terrified.
You seem to be.
Just like me.
Maybe you are.
You could be my twin.
Hiding in the far.
I see what I have done.
Tore your wall.
I wasn't the one.
Breaking who I am inside.
I toll the bell.
But run and hide.
Is this who I am?
A person who can never fit in?
I seem to be.
So filled with dread.
I hear the melody.
Its calling me.
Its singing.
"Death be free,
Death be free."
You cannot listen to my pain.
As I cannot bear yours.
One day.
I will leave.
And you will wake.
And it was just a dream.
My illusions.
My mistakes.
You're realize.
You were the better lane.
I cannot stop the tears that flow.
Leaking with their horrible glow.
Something standing.
In my way.
I hold faster.
Waiting,
for a new day.
To come, and take me away.
Death be free is heard in the hills..
Are you the one that hears my screams?