Monster In Me

Around the corner
Under the bed
Inside the closet
You know they’re there

Look in the mirror
It’s what you feared
The love in your eyes
Have disappeared

Nightmares, they consume my mind
They don’t go away
Take hold the monster in me
We’re out of control

In the courtyard
There was a man
he said I had no soul
and I believed him

voices in my house
voices in my mind
so many things are wrong
in my dreams

nightmares, they take hold of me
don’t go away yet
run from the monster in me
I’m out of control

Take my hand
And make it go away
It’s hard to understand
I’m a monster
I’m a monster
I’m a monster

Nightmares, they consume my mind
They don’t go away
Take hold the monster in me
We’re out of control

Nightmares consume my soul
Don’t leave me now
There’s a monster in me
I’m out of control

I’m a monster
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This is my first lyrics posting. I write music a lot on my own time and most of it is half written and completely hidden from the world. I actually made this rather quickly, and it's messy. Probably I'll come back to it in the future and fix it up, I don't know. Since I have an account on Mibba and can do this, I was like; what the heck, why not? So, boom. Or slap, I don't know the right sound effect for this, but here it is.

So, to explain what this is above. I wanted to explain monsters in my own way (this is my first attempt, and definitely not my last.) I'd been talking to myself (I call it story/script writing) and I found out that I have a great fear of ice cream truck drivers. So, I got onto the topic of fear, and soon this happened. I want to continue to really embrace my fears and describe them and how attached to me they are. Funny story; my mom is the one who told me there were monsters in the closet. It was her way of keeping me out of the supply closet at McDonald's. I was three.... My mom's great, ha ha!