Hurricane Stress

Stress, doesn’t even begin to describe
It’s more like emotional destruction
Just when everything becomes alright
It has to fall apart
And God only knows how bad I want to cry
But my willpower stands in the way
When I need someone to save me
They’re all too busy…
I saw it coming, from miles away
I was prepared for the worst
And quite frankly, I don’t know what to say
Because God only knows how badly I want to break
To hold my knees and let the salt hit my eyes
Like the times before…
Does this mean I’m growing stronger,
As I enter the eye of the storm
I feel so trapped in
My bones feel weak
I want to scream
But I can’t even peep.
One step at a time
And to be calm is the only way
For the storm feeds of anger
It feeds off tears
It feeds off recent thoughts of fears
And God only knows how I want to fight back
To thrash at the walls until they collapse!
But I don’t
I won’t
I can’t
So I watch the storm roll in
And strap myself in
To watch the shit show
And not let my emotions take hold.
It’s me against the world
For when I’m in my time of need,
I need someone to save me,
All I can count on is family…
Hello, Hurricane.