Missing

Lay here In My Bed, Missing you, Missing all the times We Laughed and Cried, When we Met, When You got a Girlfriend and I Got insanely Jealous, The time when I started to cut myself and saved me when no one else could, I miss the time you told me you loved me after Several years after I told you, when we Dated, when you first kissed me, I miss your kiss and your warmth, I cried and cried after you said “ I DON’T WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS PAIN ANYMORE!”, And you disappeared forever. You left me alone in this cruel World and I cant stop crying and I cry myself to sleep at night, Knowing you are gone , I Pray to God that he will Take me to be with you, because I am here alone in this cruel world, and I am missing you.