Leave or Stay?

I want to leave But I want to stay
I don't want things between us to 
End this way
Please give me a sign anything
To prove to me that I mean something to you 
Before I go can you just tell me 
How you feel about me 
Because its killing me not knowing 
Please I just want to know 
I'm about to give up I'm about to leave 
Unless you finally tell me the truth
And stop me  
I dont want to leave I dont want to go
But i have to run away  I Have to go 
I can't stay here In this life with you
Because all you say seems to be lies 
Your making it really easy for me to leave and say goodbye 
But deep down I know that's not  what I want to do I don't want to leave you but it's something I must do 
I need to leave in order to truly get over you 
I can't leave because I need you, I want you and I love I can't live in a world where you don't exist 
But I don't want to deal with all of this I'm so confused but I'm not going to sit around waiting for you 
♠ ♠ ♠
Not my best work but was just something that I was feeling