Waste Of Time

Love is a feeling that should be thrown away
The bringer of unwanted feelings
Delusions of the mind is all it is
That shit is downright dangerous
Positive notions once held for this word are most assuredly locked away
Present thoughts are nothing but ill minded for that murderous word
Questions asked, answers revealed
Sustain acceptance for as long as you can
Until you just fucking lose it
It has disgustingly put me in moments of weakness
Despise having fallen for you so long ago
I followed my stupid emotions and heart rather than my best judgement
I no longer wish to have you
No longer do I want you
Fuck you and everything you stand for
Ahh hell
Can't even finish this shit...
♠ ♠ ♠
Going through this ill phase.