Her Yellow Dress

There once was a girl, who wears a colorful yellow dress,
always smiling and cheerful as can be.
She wears this great dress from morning till rest,
to show them, “ oh, how happy is me!”

Even when hurt, even when sad,
she always keeps a smile on her face.
Telling them “it’s fine”, saying “it’s alright”,
Even if that wasn’t the case.

She still laughs and is happy; she still smiles oh, so humbly,
for the people around her to see,
“I am fine “, “I’m alright“ smiling oh so bright,
twirling in her dress, she wants to be free.

But they didn’t know, that the smiles that she shows,
means differently to what she really feels.
That colorful yellow dress actually hides the things in her chest.
Hatred and despair, is what the dress reseals.

She removes that great dress,
Every time she fells alone.
She climbs up the tree
that feels like her throne.

The tree was all hers,
the tree was her friend.
That is the only place
where her feelings are tend.

That is the only place
where she chooses to cry.
That is her favorite place
where no one ever passes by.

By the time she arrived,
tears began to flow.
No one ever understands her,
only the tree, everything about her knows.

“Smiles are all,
the things they see.
They see my smile,
the smiling me.”

“But the things under this,
I do not show.
This feelings I hide,
but I never let go.”

“They see my smile,
not my crying heart.
They know the story,
but not my part.”

“They think I’m strong,
but I am weak.
They think I’m fine,
but the truth? I’m sick.”

“The way they live,
the way they don’t care.
Their thoughts it’s not enough!
Those I can’t bare…”

“I pretend I’m fine,
even though I’m not.
They think I’m alright,
but I was hurt a lot……”

“I just wish one day,
someone would come,
The smiles in my face,
From him will be from.”

She stayed there,
for no one knows how long.
No one even noticed her missing,
no one even remembers her song.

She decided it is time,
She wanted it to be done.
She wanted to end it now,
from this world, She wants to be gone.
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This literally states what I felt.. Lately I don't feel very happy but pained, yet I still fake my smile.... comments are very much needed...