Death of Me, From You.

Do you like to see this pain?
Do you like to see these tears?
Do you like to see the blood and the cuts,
As I tear my body open for you?
I’ve been loving you for so long!
I tired my hardest to please you!
I gave you myself!
I was ready for everything you wanted to have.

But look at you.
Look at this pain,
This anger,
I am holding inside of myself.
Look deep into my eyes,
And wash away as you see,
Me fade into the emptiness of hate.

Watch me.
Watch me die,
Watch me crumble into nothings,
Watch me suffer from the voices,
Watch me smile,
At all my fake friends,
Watch the smile,
Turn into a frown,
Watch that frown,
Turn so pale,
So pale,
That those lips turn blue,
SO blue,
That they end me up in the hospital,
Watch the medicine,
That the hospital gives,
Turn into poison in my body,
And finally,
Watch that poison turn into my death,
Watch my death from the sidelines,
Watch me closely,
Because I will be gone,
I will die,
And before you know,
You’ll just never remember me.

So stop!
Stop putting me through pain!
Give me the one thing I ever asked for,
And help me to be happy,
Just an ounce,
Would be nice.
Just a touch,
Of love,
Would be even nicer.