What We Have Fades Like Fatality (Like Ghosts In The Snow)

I've tried to forget this feeling
Hoping it would go away
Thinking that I could just be your friend
I was so wrong

You are what my heart wants and needs
No matter what my mind may say
You're the only one that makes me a cliche
That annoying repetition

You smile and laugh
Never looking at me the way I wish
Adoration and concern
Only in a friendly manner

If it was meant to be
I can wait since I notice
It seems no one wants me for their own
Never to be in anothers arms

If you see me like that but never show it
Please tell me.
It kills me to know
That I sleep alone in the night

I fear of this
All eternity to be alone
Never knowing of love
Only from what I read

I'm sorry if this ruins what we have
But it's begun to hurt
And if you'd like to end this
I'm okay with it

So tell me please
If we can still be together
As friends or lovers
Or flee to our separate paths