feelings

what are feelings
and what do they do?

do they make you crazy?

make you shoot up
a school
filled with unintended
consequences
and
loss of
fabricated
reasons to remain
in existence.

as if a simple
phrase of
“how are things at home?”
could send someone into a frenzy
which leads to
death
blood
screaming
shock
lawyers
steel bars
and a whole bunch
of mourning and
questions and
scars on the mind like
“what am I actually doing here?”

which this leads to
the unanswered questions
about God
and then there’s
therapy
as if someone behind
a clipboard
is going to fix all of this.