Bullied
Being bullied,
But there's no stop,
It can't be helped,
I'm messed up,
Everyone see me as happy,
Bubbly,
Friendly person,
But most is a mask,
I fight back,
But can't stand much longer,
The bully is not another person,
But myself,
I judge my self,
And can't stop,
I beat my self up,
And sometimes I hurt myself in the process,
Physically and mentally,
I call my self names,
Not meaning too,
Most of the time it something along the lines of,
Fat,
ugly,
unimportant,
I don't know what's wrong with me,
I'm so messed up,
I bully my self,
And don't know when it started,
Or how to stop it.
But there's no stop,
It can't be helped,
I'm messed up,
Everyone see me as happy,
Bubbly,
Friendly person,
But most is a mask,
I fight back,
But can't stand much longer,
The bully is not another person,
But myself,
I judge my self,
And can't stop,
I beat my self up,
And sometimes I hurt myself in the process,
Physically and mentally,
I call my self names,
Not meaning too,
Most of the time it something along the lines of,
Fat,
ugly,
unimportant,
I don't know what's wrong with me,
I'm so messed up,
I bully my self,
And don't know when it started,
Or how to stop it.