believe

i cant believe
how ignorant ive been
ive been stupid,
and it aint no ones fault but mine.
i see clear now.
i feel free now,
that side of me is dying.
and im glad.
HE is the one
HE is the bad
HE causes my pain.
ive been trying to break free.
now i have a grip on him
and im bringing him down
HE is afraid
HE is the one struggling now
HE will no longer be.
i see all differently now,
i cant believe that its taking me this long
but now.....

im FREE DAMMIT!!!
♠ ♠ ♠
struggling to be free