I Am Dead

I scribble your name and stare at it blankly
There's no longer a joyous meaning
You ripped out my heart and as it bled
You bit out a chunk hoping I would be dead
But unlucky for you I've developed another heart
Completely built of stone
So I guess I am dead
But not like you want me to be
I feel completely alone
How could you hit me?
And tear down my being
And expect me to just take it on
But i did because I loved you
And yearned for your acceptance
So why did your words go and drone?
They told me you're done
And mocked my weakness
Which existed only for you
If power was what you wanted
You had it
Didn't you have a clue?
I did everything that you asked me to do
Not even reluctantly
But you took it for granted
So now go have fun
Finding someone that will love you like I did
And smile at the thought
That the little girl you shot
Is now dead