You Left Me

You left me wondering if the truth
Hurts more than a lie

If you had told me one or the other
I'd still want to die

You said you emerged from this a better man
But you left me rolling in the burning hot sand
Like only a proper gentlemen could

You left me a fool in isolation
I did one thing wrong and for you
Did the painful dance of redemption

You left me feeling like a piece of shit
I need to tell the world your a slimy little git

I don't need to worry about your love
I don't care about your career
I care about the people that shouldn't share
My world of fear

You left me and I said
If you were me for a week you'd likely be dead

You said you emerged from this a better man
But you left me rolling in the burning hot sand
Like only a proper gentlemen could

You underestimate how strong I am
I'd like to hear what you'd say if you had what I have

You always said what didn't kill you made you stronger
When you've never felt like you didn't have much longer

I am a better person then you'd ever be
It's not exactly an easy feet to beat

You said you emerged from this a better man
But you left me rolling in the burning hot sand
Like only a proper gentlemen could

I've been through more then what you pretend to know
You can't just tell me 'tough shit'
Your full of it

Did you fucking say you didn't put me in this state
You had the nerve to imply I exaggerate

Well I got news for you
You wouldn't say that if you experienced
What you put me through

Through years of a abuse
By someone really obtuse

I feel like such a fool
For believing in you

You said you emerged from this a better man
But you left me rolling in the burning hot sand
Like only a proper gentlemen could

It took me longer but now I think
I am the stronger one