This Pain
[vs. 1]
I need the drugs so it don’t hurt so much
I need to feel the blade’s cold touch
my heart can’t handle the darkness inside
all of this pain I try to hide
there’s so much shouting in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides inside my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[vs. 2]
I need the blood to quiet my brain
I know I’m slowly going insane
this hate for myself eats me alive
I’m not sure if I can survive
I miss the life that I once lead
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[bridge]
worthless I am
nothing I’ll be
the voices scream inside of me
I’m stupid and slow
I’m useless and fat
I’m a burden
a pain
completely insane
these voices get louder inside of my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
I need the drugs so it don’t hurt so much
I need to feel the blade’s cold touch
my heart can’t handle the darkness inside
all of this pain I try to hide
there’s so much shouting in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides inside my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[vs. 2]
I need the blood to quiet my brain
I know I’m slowly going insane
this hate for myself eats me alive
I’m not sure if I can survive
I miss the life that I once lead
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[bridge]
worthless I am
nothing I’ll be
the voices scream inside of me
I’m stupid and slow
I’m useless and fat
I’m a burden
a pain
completely insane
these voices get louder inside of my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
[chorus]
When the fuck will all this end
i need to be free of this curse
my mind’s messed up
my heart is scared
I scream for help but no one cares
this pain that resides in my head
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead
I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead