This Pain

[vs. 1]

I need the drugs so it don’t hurt so much

I need to feel the blade’s cold touch

my heart can’t handle the darkness inside

all of this pain I try to hide

there’s so much shouting in my head

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

[chorus]

When the fuck will all this end

i need to be free of this curse

my mind’s messed up

my heart is scared

I scream for help but no one cares

this pain that resides inside my head

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

[vs. 2]

I need the blood to quiet my brain

I know I’m slowly going insane

this hate for myself eats me alive

I’m not sure if I can survive

I miss the life that I once lead

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

[chorus]

When the fuck will all this end

i need to be free of this curse

my mind’s messed up

my heart is scared

I scream for help but no one cares

this pain that resides in my head

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

[bridge]

worthless I am

nothing I’ll be

the voices scream inside of me

I’m stupid and slow

I’m useless and fat

I’m a burden

a pain

completely insane

these voices get louder inside of my head

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

[chorus]

When the fuck will all this end

i need to be free of this curse

my mind’s messed up

my heart is scared

I scream for help but no one cares

this pain that resides in my head

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead

I’m beginning to think I’m better off dead