Is This What You Wanted

Lamentation, of a person long dead
I can feel it boiling,
I can feel it crawling!
Respiration of the breathless life
I am no longer here
And it's no thanks to you!

I've waited in the cold for you
To realize your warmth was void
Solidity of the entity that I've been gifted
You know not!
What real pain is...

I shiver in the night time while
you whisper lies into my ear.
I cannot take this anymore
I wish you'd fucking disappear!

Who could not! Say it's volatile.
Tell me I'm right at every wrong.
Tell me I fell short and I'd believe you!
You feel this darkness?! It manifests in me
You'd think you've taken it to far!

Everything is black and white
Where the grey is hollow
I dare not manipulate
I will not follow!

I shiver in the night time while
you whisper lies into my ear.
I cannot take this anymore
I wish you'd fucking disappear!
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No matter how you look at it,
I'm fucked up because of you.

I see it, I see I never knew.
Your parasitic ways now are noted
I'm fucked up...
Is This What You Wanted?!
I just can't believe
Is This What You Wanted....
(Outro)