not here, but there

You tear me down
Never showed me the way
I rather be kicked out of town
Than deal with you another day
Why are you doing this?
Don't you think I cry enough?
It all started with that kiss
But I believe I'm tough enough
I'll get through this one day
But you won't be here
You won't be able to hear me say,
Where was you when I needed you? Not here, but there."