Addiction

Cutting means
Addiction
Pain
Chasing away the demons

Alone
No one to understand
No matter how hard you try
Never good enough

Hurting
Crying
Wanting to be found
But to scared

Trying to fit in
Being rejected
Trying to explain
But nobody gets it

Cutting cause no matter
How hard you try
Your own parents
Don’t love you

No one there
Constantly hiding
Your scars, tears
Insecurities

Your dad doesn’t love you
Kicked you out, and hit you
Called you a fuckin bitch
And a cunt, gave you bruises

Your mom
Likes the dog
Your friend
Everyone more then you

I need help
But no one understands
That I can’t admit to it
It’s to hard

I can’t tell you why I cut
There are to many reasons
I can't tell you why I feel worthless
Maybe because I’ve ever been good enough

No matter how much I try
I can’t be pretty
Skinny, smart, funny enough
Loved