Am I loved? No.

Crushed
Dead
Tears
Crying
Stop
Everything stopped
My breath
My heartbeat
Every working part of me stopped
When he said those words
Meant those words
There’s someone else
She’s not me
I’m not her
He likes her
I like him
Words like daggers pierced my heart
Tears like oceans drowned my soul
He means everything
Yet I mean nothing
And she means a lot
But he knows
I know he knows
So his hurt was purposeful
Who is he?
Is he who I thought he was?
Do I know him?
Does she know him?
Does he know himself?
Does he know what he did?
Do I know what he did?
Does she even know what she has?
Everything.
Stopped.
My world.
Stopped.
My life.
Stopped.
The hurt.
No.
That didn’t stop.
Tears to sleep
Sleep to awake
Awake to tears
Tears to school
School to class
Tears to class
To think that.
When I’m thinking of him
He’s thinking of her
And she’s thinking of someone else
No one wins.
So why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Can’t we try
My love will never stop
For over two years now
Never stopping
Am I loved?
No.