Heart Beat!

I fear that I'm fading, to the back of distant memories in a dark corner of ones mind,
Slow sweet seductive taste of lust, smooth steady motion of fuck.

Today tomorrow, then lost for good. And how shall one be re payed? By the shattering of thy heart! So bold so naïve so small and unimportant to those who matter most to thee, heart pumping a steady beat of oneself to the beat of ones selfish death.

Fading now deep in the land of solitude, alone feeling naught but the pain, pain for sorrow the pain of lust and or lost love.

Today is my day, today I cry, not for you no way sir! But for me, YES me, now time for me to raise up, be strong and live free, for I am and I love me!!!