Will You?

Will you be there when I get married?
Will you be there when I have kids?
No I can never depend on you
Look at the past
Where you their when I graduated 6th grade?
Were you there when I turned 16?
No you were in jail
Now i'm sick and injured and look where your at
Home? No jail.
My birthdays in the past you were never there
Is it your dream to get life in jail
When that happens I will not be there
I have never been able to write this down or say it
I have felt this way for a long time
Will you be there when I have surgery?
NO
You in jail for your own stupidity
Why cant you just grow up and go see your P.O?
Geri has got so used to it
Grandma has to
But the person that has not is ME
I have believed in you and you have only let me down
After all this time I don't get it!