Apocalypse

My throat is dry,
My body is trembling,
My clothes are drenched in sweat,
My limbs are rigid with fear.

I can't move,
I can't breathe,
I can only watch,
The destruction of everything.

Your smiling face,
You sugary voice,
Fills me with anger,
And immense pain.

I loved you,
You killed me,
I hated you,
Then you revived me just to continue the cruel cycle,

Everything left me,
Everything faded,
I lost my grip,
And my world shattered around me.

I want to live,
I want to live so much it hurts,
Yet the thought of razors,
Always haunts me.

I want salvation,
I want a friend,
I want to accepted,
Never to be denied again.

Give me purpose,
Give me joy,
Destroy the darkness,
So I can pursue the light