I Forgot the Last Words

Where are you now?
Not even a dream, barely a fantasy.
You know, when I can’t sleep at night
and I find myself haunting the darkness
to get a cup of ice cold water
I put you on my mind to kill fear
and I smile, then want to cry
‘cause I remember that last day
of tenth grade, I didn’t even say bye.
♠ ♠ ♠
© Ayana Sioux