"Michaul"

“Michael”

He watches me from night to day
Even though he has nothing to say
I think I understand his needs……

He wants control, he wants to take the lead
He wants just him and me
Honestly I think he wants me buried

He constantly watches me
Like a mama bird and her babies in a tree
I don’t know if he’s good or bad
Is he a hallucination that should make me glad?
He helps keep the others away
Does he protect me or wanna make me pay?
The way he looks at me is calming
But this body is fucking scary

His ripped grey skinnies and blue sweater
Spiked short blonde hair
His body is boney and shoulders slumped
His face moped and drooped
His throat cut clean out and bloody
The blood doesn’t stop, it keeps going
that’s how I know he’s not real
He’s just another hallucination deal