Please leave me.

i try
and try
and try

searching for the reasons
why you stick around
i cannot fathom
why

i find myself odd
left field
aberrant
incongruous

unrighteous
ludicrous
ineligible
like a criminal

should i be here
should you be here
should you stay here
you should leave

this i know
please leave me
before i leave you
i will leave you

i have no faith
it went with my sanity
you're not for me
i am not for you

please leave me
please
please
leave me