Don't bother

This
This is the chapter
Actually this is my chapter
You said

You told me this a year ago
Or two
It's so easy to forget
When you are busy changing a pattern
When you are busy changing the past

So you explain to me
To never let it be
And you know me
Because that line broke
Each shade of the foreshadowing

Go away
Just don't bother
We all wrote this chapter
But my name is carved in it
Go away
Just don't bother

The chapter
The grand surprise
Started with a simple good bye
And a not so easy
Where will I go

Where went I
Do we have a shot at a memory
Can this part tell us the part when the parts last part parted

Just stop
Go away
Don't bother

Walk out of my book
Never return to this chapter

That's the page when I get the fact
You can never outrun your past
Even if you mix it in your mind
Even if you delete it
And throw it in the river outside your house
Shoot it with your fathers gun
Hits it with your mothers wrath

You cannot outrun the past
That doesn't stop me from giving it another try

Go away
Don't bother

Can we rip out the pages
I didn't like the begin
I didn't expect the end

Could we change the pattern
Can we change the past

Don't bother
Why bother