Listen to Me

Think back on every word I said,
Now blow them away.
Keep only the sweet things in your head,
Because I meant those in every way.

Try to remember the mean things I've done,
But now with all your might, push them away.
Hold onto the dear memories and all the fun,
Because I lived for those moments each day.

Bring up some feelings, and get rid of the bad,
So hopefully you can smile once today.
I smirk at all the good times we have ever had,
And I just want you to feel the same way.

Clear your mind and relax just a little,
So you can take in each word I have to say.
I can never forgive myself for making you so brittle,
And I hate myself for hurting you in anyway.

Please believe me, because I'm telling the truth,
I never wanted to cause you pain, I honestly say.
Lately I've just been so confused, but I know I miss you.
It seems I have been for the past few days...

Go ahead and turn your back again,
Because I wouldn't deserve a word anyway.
Just know I miss my old best friend,
And I wish I never threw it all away.